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Dreaming Among the Jade Clouds
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August 23, 1997 (6am)

Today's my wedding day, I've been up all night with insomnia, and still can't sleep.   So I've decided to try getting up for awhile again and write for a bit to see if it will help me relax.   Maybe having spent the night on the computer, or the example of the online journal of a friend, Misty, made me decide to start an online journal this time instead of more of my illegible chicken scratches in one of my paper journals, despite the fact that it seems unlikely that my ramblings would be of much interest to anyone but perhaps a few friends.   There is, of course, the added bonus in doing this online that I don't get writers' cramp, don't ever have to try to read my illegible scrawls later, and am more likely to keep this up since my paper journals often lapse for long periods of time and I'm more apt to try to keep up one which others might be reading.

But what I find most attractive about keeping an online journal is that it reminds me of the paper journals that my best friend, Kazumi, and I used to send back and forth when I was in college.   We'd been inseparable in high school and decided that instead of just writing letters to each other, we would get a journal and take turns writing in it, mailing it back and forth at intervals and taping pictures into it that fit our mood, or whatever.   And we would title each journal volume, too, I remember.   Sometimes poetic titles, sometimes just silly, ridiculous titles.   I remember one of Kazumi's titles was "The Most Beautiful Distance Between Two Points".   And so, in the spirit of those old journals, I'm going to name these pages, changing the titles periodically as if we were filling up paper journals, and name this first part "Dreaming Among the Jade Clouds," and will write in it in hopes that it might be a fun way to keep in touch with old and new friends.   Although everyone is welcome to read this, I have to warn you all that I tend to run on at horrifying length in my journal entries, and that I'm not likely to be very entertaining to any but close friends.   So if you're still interested after this warning please do read on.   ;)   And if you're interested in reading other online journals, please visit my friend Misty's, whose example gave me the courage to go ahead and start this journal.   And now I'll continue this day's entry on the August page [which is this page, I've moved it from where it originally was.] so I don't clutter up the index too much.   ;)

 

August 23, 1997 (6am), continued [once from journal index]

I woke up late yesterday after having spent the previous night in an html frenzy putting together my wedding page so that I'd have a place where my friends and family could attend and where I could have a fancy wedding.   If you'd like to see it, please visit Ginkgo's Fairytale.   Anyway, I then proceeded to do all manner of thoroughly uninteresting things, including reading Miss Seeton By Moonlight by Hamilton Crane (a mystery) and having dinner with Mark at our favorite Chinese restaurant.   Actually, the book was interesting and dinner with Mark is always interesting and enjoyable, but the *other* things were generally uninteresting.   Whatever.   I also spent some time ranting and frothing at the mouth waiting for the Sprint connection in Chicago to come back up again so that I could get through to my server, having been locked out from my mail and webpages during the prolonged outage.   Late that evening my childish verbal outbursts at various innocent inantimate objects were rewarded and Sprint started working again, reconnecting me to the cyber world to which I'm so shamelessly addicted.

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And it was like Christmas.   Friends and strangers (i.e. soon-to-be-friends, grin) had sent me lots of beautiful gifts--cyber cards, cyber flowers, and lovely custom-made graphics gifts.   (If you're a stranger to the concept of cyber cards and flowers and are curious about them, check out my Cyber Gift Links.)   It was really wonderful.   I adore getting cyber flowers and cards, and lovely graphics, and it made me feel so warm and loved.   Especially since having just moved to Wisconsin, I have no friends here, and none of my friends or family has the time and/or money to come so far to be at the wedding.   Now I feel as though they will be there in spirit, and my bride's maids will simply be *virtual* bride's maids, grin.

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Anyway, I had a great time looking at my cards and gifts and then placing them on my "gift table" on my wedding page, and having a nice surf frenzy and chatting with friends via e-mail.   And finally I went and tried to sleep.   No luck.   Too cold (it's been very chilly here in Wisconsin, which I find truly bizarre for August) and too wound up.   Typical.   I've always had bad insomnia.   But I refuse to let it get me down, after all, I'm having a ball writing this page right now.   *grin*   And now I think I'll tuck this journal into bed and perhaps write some more tonight if I have the time.

 

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